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well, time now is 12:43am..
and ive just finish half-packing my room..
yeah! and half means its not done yet..DAMN!
room has been rather untidy and dusty for the past few weeks/months..
due to projects and my laziness of cos..
dun realli have sensitive nose but started sneezing alot lately whenever im in my room..
sooooo, conclusion..time for cleaning and packing..
was supposed to spend the whole of today to clean up and get it done..
but captain kama MC AGAIN LA!
so had to help out..luckily dearest jingting was working also..
soo far, done with table, book shelve and TV rank..
yet to start with the two cupboards..but at least, something is done..HA!
anyway, hope i can finish my "spring cleaning" by tmr..
but still has to depend on projects..
left with branding which is one wed + presentation..
followed by management presentation on fri..GOD DAMN! busy week again..
and then there's still a sales management test on the 4th..ARGH! stress..
hope everything goes smoothly eh..bo bi bo bi! =))))

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finally, sales management project down..
dun think my group did realli well for it..
but, effort was definitely there. at least i think i did put in effort. haha..
anyway, glad that its over..
left with branding and 2 presentation..
then i'll be less stressful, definitely..



revision lecture. 5 of us all went.
its been so long since we went for lecture..
and lecturers are being so sarcastic..haha..shall not elaborate..
anyway, tampines mall after lecture..
caris met bf, the rest went singpost..
then later to buy bubble tea..
and then, went off with huijin..both heading to work..
chat non-stop..haha..enjoyable..
reached outlet at 6:01pm. LATE! haha..
had pasta cos got food tasting..DELICIOUS! lolz..
enjoyable working day for mi again..
got jingting to accompany mi all the way till 10pm..
love her to bits..the girls realli make mi looking forward to work soo much..
and im so tired now..meeting shu xian for lunch tmr..
sleep!

IM HERE TO PRESENT THIS VERI USEFUL BOOKLET

i went for an interview today..FJ BENJAMIN..

located at pasir panjang, science park..

never been there before and so nice caris helped mi out..

she check the map for mi and then tell mi how to get there..

so, with her advice, i took a train down to habourfront..

and then was supposed to take bus 51 which will bring mi down to the location..

but then, i saw smrt bus 188..and since it is faster..

i decided to take it, since 51 is nowhere to be seen..

and using the above translink guide to tell mi which stop should i alight..

but then i think smrt buses are realli useful..

u dun actually need to booklet..

cos smrt buses will have this electronic thingy on top which informed us the destination..

and so, it makes it easier for people who have to go to unfamiliar places..

*thumbs up*

think sbs has to start inproving itself..cos i think smrt systems realli helped alot..

anyway, the above translink guide is realli useful la..

cos it tells what bus to take and where they will bring u to..

and it onli cost 2 bucks..cheap and useful..

add marks add marks!!

anyway, interview was alright..

questions from them, and will just have to answer in my own way..

haha..hope everything goes smoothly..

i wanna go RAOUL at MW!! *prayz*

another round of YOGA!

went bugis today for YOGA's and JADE's "qian ming hui"
and of all things..IT RAINED!
haha..had quite a good view
but thanks to the rain, have to moved..
so went to queue for the autograph instead..
and was only able to satisfy my ears, not eyes..
haha! but i got YOGA'S CD..
therefore, was able to go on stage,
get him to sign the lyrics booklet..
AND OF COS! GOT A CHANCE TO SHAKE HIS HAND!!
haha..cant believe i will actually do this kinda thing..
must have been influenced by xiaoling they all..hahaha..
anyway, projects are stressful, therefore, got to relax abit once in a while..
and this is realli quite a good way to release stress..hee..
got a couple of nice photos of the two wonderful singers..
but due to the lazy bug crawling inside mi..
ive decided to post it up some other day..=)))))))

YOGA MADE MY DAY! 170708

LA LA LA!
two main for the day!
handsome YOGA and beautiful JADE..
and i realli mean handsome and beautiful..
YUP! they made my day!! zillion claps for them..



1st thing to comment about this lady..
i normally say pretty lady, but when i say beautiful, i meant attractive =)
and yes, she is BEAUTIFUL!
with that thick and clear voice of hers..
it realli melts my heart when she sings..
the next "tian hou" =)

and then, next was this adorable handsome kid, YOGA!
cant find any reason to dislike this guy..
realli cute, and sings realli WELL!
and im sure he'll be the next "tian wang"..
LOVE HIM TONS CAN..
he's super active during the concert la..
jumping here and there..
walking up and down..but, at least he does that..
cos no all singers will actually make an effort to let every audiences have a close look..
therefore, more marks for him..HAHA!


the above was taken from the screen infront..bottom, REAL HIM! =))
and so, this 2 potential singers end the concert together with my "all time favourite", 傳說!
well, mistake..thats supposed to be the last song..
but after ENCORING for a few seconds..
YOGA came back in and claims that he didnt sing well for the few songs earlier on..
sooooo, he sang another one..殘酷月光!
SUPER NICE!
nice voice, nice people, NICE DAY! lolz..



anyway, skipped steamboat as it was already 9pm when everything ended..
therefore, settled dinner opposite school..
and whenever im with the group, food taste extremely nice..=)
plus, i also had durian when i reached home..double SHIOKNESS!



projects resumed! =(((

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well, today is the onli working day for mi this week..

and BIG THANKS TO NICE PEOPLE!

am extremely happie!

at 1st, i wasnt realli looking forward to work at all..

abit sian due to the so many non-working days..

so decided to take a new route to work..

therefore, boarded bus 87..all the way to ubi..

and then changed 55 to marine parade there..

and took bus 36 all the way to MW (lazy to walk la....)

and soo, reached around 2:50pm..

lalala..BORED! work start..

but to drag a little, i asked for my pay..

YEAH!!! pay day is finally here..

BUT, wrong amount again..

and sometimes, i think TCC management is rather annoying..

they always dun get things right, especially PTimers pay..

but anyway, at least i've got some..

make mi less poor for the month..=)))))

and then was boredness again lor..

and then, around 8 plus? forget the time already..

i saw this familiar face..

one which i had not seen for a realli long time..

KIN LAM! former cook 1 of MW..

i nearly forget about him can..

glad to see him..and he lied to mi..

telling mi he came by to find mi all that rubbish..

and of cos, i didnt believe..haha..

and then, LAI YOU SOON came too..

and i was like.."eh, you two purposely came together arh?"

but they told mi "no..different timing.."(said by ah soon)

so, i didnt think much, as in why they are here and everything..

and continued to do my own job..

and then and then, toilet break for mi..

saw mr ng eng lee when i got back to outlet..

okie, at 1st i thought it was just coincidence when i saw ah lam and ah soon..

and they lied to mi also..

so i didnt think much..

until i saw eng lee..

then he told mi that he asked them here to kinda console mi for failing my TP..

and i was like, okie, TOUCHED!

didnt expect him to actually put in the effort to plan this thing la..

although he says it's also a gathering for them..

well well well, but its the thoughts that counts right?

hee, realli appreciate it guys!

and it realli make my day..

yup! and nice eng lee send us home too..

sometimes, its realli fortunate to know that actually friends do care..

maybe not all may show it out..

but at least some will realli put in the effort to do it. =))))

and wulala, its YOGA and steamboat day..

which makes mi double happy..

GREAT THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO MAKE MI HAPPY!

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!!

sometimes, it isnt that i dont wanna care..
but, when i know more things..
more troubles/problems will come..
i hear different stories, each defending themselves..
so who do i believe?
and when things start to get harsh,
they will pull mi down too..
but do they know its none of my damn freaking problem?
im just providing a listening ear..
and yet, they pull me down to die with them..nice humans..
im sick and tired of all these.
gossip here gossip there..comments here and comments there..
it is all over everyday and everywhere..
so which is true? and which is fake?
i do comment and gossip..
and im truely aware that people do gossip and comment about mi..
thats life..what goes around, comes around..
and there isnt any impossibles in this world..
friends betray friends, parents sell their own children..
children send their parents to old folk home(parents unwilling of cos)..
and the list goes on....so what is impossible?
people change, behavior change, thinking change..
no one will ever be the same person for the rest of their lives..
so that means everything is possible isnt it?
YES! everything is possible, at least to mi..



anyway, the above is just some of my thinking..
too much things had been happening around mi..
and sometimes if i didnet say it out..
it doesnt mean i'm free from problems/troubles.



looking veri forward to thurs..
will definitely be veri veri happy..
project, YOGA! followed by steamboat..
and with my TP girls..
they never fail to make mi smile laugh..
even though sometimes i dun realli feel happy with them around,
it is seriously my own problem..nothing to do with them..
and i did mention that i returned a wallet during one of the last few post right?
and i said i pray for something in return..
i actually prayed to pass my TP la..but maybe god didnt hear my prayers..
haha..
so did good deed also nothing good happen to mi huh?
haha, if i do something good just because i want something in return..
i wont sound good either right?



I WILL PASS THE NEXT TIME!!!!!!! =)))))

FAILED TP LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD DAMN!

failed my tp..

was already very demoralised from the veri beginning.

can u imagine i already knew that im going to fail after the 1st section..

went to slope..

and fucking hell mi..

forget to change gear one b4 moving off..

and so..the damn car rolled back..

was totally SIANED..

cos i knew i failed already..

and then..more to come..

i normally dun have much problem with parallel parking..

but today, i had to go strike the freaking kerb..

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! GONE!

CRIED!
WENT HOME!
BATHE!
SLEEP!
DINNER!

much better now.

anyway, GREAT thanks to those peeps who wishes mi good luck..

and telling me they're looking forward to my good news..

no good news peeps..

maybe next time.

and all those "nvm, try again next time" was realli deeply appreciated!

people who keep asking what are friends for..

hope the above tells it all. =)

i always think god is never fair..

at least to mi..

some people can have super smooth life..

but some, no matter how hard they try, they will still have to do more..

and i happened to be one of the later..

finally, after like so long

i manage to reach home early.

yup! early as in afternoon time..

before the sun could even set..

and the feeling is really GREAT!

anyway, wanted to nap right after i reach home and bathe..

BUT!

theres this ms choo who called mi up in school..

asking mi to send in my resume so she could send to FJ benjamin..

and i have to go interview and stuffs..sianness!

so does it means my SIP will be there?

haha..anyway, the lady quite nice..helpful and all..

anyway, after sending my resume..

i bathe and sleep..

SHIOKNESS!

but then i dun understand why so many people msg mi..

haha..everytime free dun wanna msg..

when im busy then keep msging..HAHAHA!

but its okie, people, you are forgiven! =)

time for projects! =)

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE.

OF EVERYTHING!

IT ISN'T GETTING ANY BETTER..

IT ISN'T IMPROVING..

AND IT'S GETTING ME NO WHERE.

ALL LIES!

i say i need a break....

so this is how time flies..

weiting is already in australia..

went to send her off today..

and nice daddy and mummy accompanied mi..

sometimes, its realli a blessing to have such nice parents..

sending mi here and there

aint they noble?

well. hope i'll be like them in the future..HAHA!

anyway, was realli sad to see her off..

but at the same time, was happy for her too..

cos she's going there for studies..

and will be back in just one and a half years time

so lets just hope time would past faster. =)

anyway girl, must take great care of yourself..

will be looking forward to december.

miss you lots!

and despite all the happenings..

i guess things will be the same again..

must not be easily influence anymore. i'll have my own stand, own say! i'll try, at least..

something bad happened to mi..HAHA!

i was kinda being harassed by some stupid retarded guy when homing last night..

of all those emtpy seats in the bus..

that fucking asshole chose to sit beside mi..

i was realli pissed off with that can..

PLUS, his overwhelming alcoholic smell realli got mi on my nerves..

AND THEN!

he moved closer to mi..FUCK!

was realli angry by then..

and know what?

he still keep seeing MI!

which makes mi BOIL LIKE HELL..

so i decided to change seat..

and its soo obvious that i wanted to move when i stand up..

but he didnt give way..until i said "EXCUSE MI" with that realli unfriendly tone..

but who cares?

i think we girls just have to learn to protect ourselves..

and you know how brave he was?

there was quite alot of people in the bus..

and he fucking hell still dares to do this kinda thing..GOD DAMN!

but luckily, i was brave enough! =)

well, so after that..i went to the police station..

i did not commit any crimes la..

just that i found a wallet at millenia walk while changing..

and decided to return to the person cos IC and everything was inside..

but she's staying at bedok south..

so to allow myself to sleep soundly..

i wanted to get it settled asap..

but hor..i waited for soo long in the police station lor..

almost fell asleep..

but its okie la..at least i did a good deed to start off my day! haha..

so i went home after that..bathe..online..sleep!

was late for work today..

suppose to start at 10am but woke up at 10am..

sooo, called outlet to inform i will be late..

in the end, started at 12 noon..

work was alright today..

just that not that fun cos the playful peeps werent around..

anyway, because i did a good deed..

i hope god would return mi something good also..

so i prayed while walking home yesterday..

HAHA!

shall post it once my dream come true..

TI GONG BO BI PLEASE!

30th june 2008

I HAD AN EXTREMELY LONG AND HAPPY DAY!!

1stly, went to school for boring lecture..

retail edp again..

but talked throughout the whole lecture la..

luckily yawen, caris and xiaoling was there..

if not, definitely boring shit!

left school after submitting my IJ to meet grace jie jie for lunch..

and on the way, had shu mei to accompany mi..*smiles*

after lunching with grace jie jie..

set off to town to get my FOSSIL watch repaired..

its like onli less than a month and something inside loosen..

SADNESS!

anyway, meet up with TCC peeps for singing session..

and supper at makan sutra..

realli had fun hanging out with them..

cos they are able to make mi forget about all the stress i had..

and just play the fullest out of everything..

REALLY LOVE THEM TILL NOBODY BUSINESS!

haha..

THANK YOU PEOPLE!