i just came back from SBI at Marine Parade and that freaking boss pissed me again.

i smsed him yesterday to remind him about the SBI roadshow today. HE ASKED ME TO REMIND HIM DE LOR..and guess whats his reply. he replied he knows. WTF! today, i reached the branch before 1015am and sms him around 1115am telling him that the roadshow had started and his reply was "you were late". get your facts right lar stupid babi. am i even late? and he doesnt even wanna reply me when i told him i will be going off. FINE! whatever..childish.

anyway, i missed my twin today. was taking bus to parkway and long bus journey made me misses her. miss the days in school as usual. xiaoling grandma passed away this morning so huijin and me will be going to her wake later at night. thats life right? it eventually comes, just the matter of time.

thoughts had been running through my mind. thinking of what job i actually want but had no idea. i cant wait to leave this company but i think i realli need to get a proper job 1st before leaving this awful company. sent afew resumes already but dun realli know if it is what im looking for. aaarrrghhhh...life is soooo...........just made me had this feeling that humans dun have to live till so old lar. the longer you live, the more trouble you have. HAHA..whatever. my dear jingting is going to korea, cyndi is going to japan and ann is going to hongkong. everyone is going overseas..wondering why am i still stuck in this lonely small dot.........................................

i love 王妃 by 萧敬腾 and 说谎 by 林宥嘉.
and i love Angela's voice....
i miss the kbox session i had with huijin on sat.
and i miss Angela's voice.
oh my. they are so talented!


i hope i win the toto. lol...

i just sent my resume out to 4 different company.
and i think i need an MC tomorrow.

it is just too ugly..

he is ugly, as well as her.
was wondering what was she thinking at that very moment.
i hate the everyday routine.
i drag myself to work everyday.
i just can't wait to leave.

if only you were here....

random.

random because i just packed the surface of my room. haha. YES! at this hour. not sleeping cos there is no work tomorrow. I'M GOING BANGKOK! 7am plus flight so how can i sleep? shall sleep in the plane i guess. and i got bombs coming over me since Friday! well, whatever.

met up with my TCC ladies after work to shop for the november babies. bought a watch for myself as well. (from dad, mum and didi to be exact) oh my, feels like shitting. and im not very excited about the bangkok. dunnoe why. but i know i will shop till i drop. haha. hope monday never comes...............

PISSED!

that bastard pissed me off..
his pet pissed me off..
his pet gf pissed me off..
onli the carpenters and driver are nice.
at least they made everything so much better.

the hellful week.

Last week was torturing. Nothing realli went well. The 2 bosses quarrelled or something and both went MIA until the male came back on Friday where all the shits came. i was so lost at work and finally realise that there was actually no one to help. And the person who helped me the most in the end was realli someone whom i never expect help from. whatever. Hope Friday and Saturday will be the worst day. The rest will be good i pray. im going for set up later and i hopes everything turns out GREAT! and i hope every single thing would just go smoothly throughout the week. Felt so useless and helpless sometimes. Maybe it was me who isnt really trying hard enough. Or maybe people sets expectations so high that i couldn't achieve. But then, it is just so freaking bloody fucking confusing when everyone is telling me different things. ARGHH! Whatever.

Woke up by this dunnoe who call this morning. NO! Was "XIA XING" lor. i thot i was late for work or something. Too stress lar. HAHA...cant wait for my Bangkok trip. i seriously need this. and i really hope things get better at work.

HALLOWEEN NIGHT!

celebrated halloween with this bunch of friends.
things to remember:
- we got a new friend named ruiying. she's one of the stuffs at liquid gold. nice girl.
- kiong randomly sang birthday song for the group at lvl 3. just because he was holding the mic. but they got realli unique bday song. was thinking maybe we simplified it to todays version.
- i just simply dun understand why we girls always lose to the guys when playing all those alcoholic game.
- XIAO BEN! we are NU XIA! nothing's gonna bring us down. PROVE THEM WRONG!!!


one of the great nights i will remember. end up vomiting as usual. lolz.
cabbed down to airport for breakfast but i think xiaoling and me were just too tired.
knock off after eating..


and im still eating maggie at this time. not that im hungry, just that i was wondering what happened to my appetite. it strinks kinda lot. i miss the days where we go for buffet, steamboat and stuff. i miss the good old days. and everyone is so addicted to bejeweled. even daddy and mummy are stick to it. HAHA. i gonna get the honey drink down my throat.