when the clock strikes twelve tomorrow...

i swear im gonna be sooo much happier than 2009, be it by force or whatever. am just afraid i might be out late tomorrow and got no time for the last post in 2009....

what actually made me deserve all this? too nice to people? believe in humans too much? too stupid to fall into the same shit for like twice? after soo many years, i thought they had grown up. or maybe not? still the same as before..not serious at all! dunnoe what they want..fool others just by making themselves feel happier? and y must i be the victim? unfair but no choice? i dun wanna talk to anyone about anything. words are cheap i've learnt. action speaks louder than words i doubt. no one can be trust? im trying...of cos not trying to find someone whom i can trust..im trying not to trust anyone that much anymore. good friends? close friends? whatever. im just so tired of all the repeated cycle. am gonna leave all the rubbish with 2009, move on with 2010. am gonna be the same old Cheryl, but maybe someone who hack cares ALOT! maybe i'll be happier in that way......

super random, but im serious!

i just browse my past entries..and i realised i had short hair for like 2 years already. SO LONG and so much things had happened. feel like growing it long but shall see how much determination i have. HAHA! long weekends are ending soon. need to jio pple to go out with me next week..cos its long weekends again! and i hope i can say goodbye to this company soon! someone..ask me out alright? loves..

IT'S A MEMORABLE CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

i just got back from ann's house. had a little celebration with the fun ones at work. love the colleagues but i hate the boss. enjoyed making fun of each other and gossiping about the bosses and the bad bad at the company. this christmas is a little different. spent it with a whole new group of peeps.

went for like 2 interviews on wednesday and both kinda sucks. 1st was at pico. top 3 event/exhibition company and its like international. but then, they dun pay OT and they require quite a lot of OTs. 2nd was this company "Des D Mel" and its located at bukit batok. freaking far. and the company happens to be cyndi's first event company. such a small world. but that job requires like cold calling and stuff. not really my type but entitled to comission. cyndi says his way of doing things is kinda similar to that bastard in my office.......kinda turn me off! anyway, cyndi says she got lobang so maybe i should just wait a little and see how her plan goes. at least she sets a little hope for me. ((((((((:

i got the iphone which ALMOST EVERYONE HAS! ann has it long time ago, michelle got hers, cyndi got two, one for herself and the other for her daughter. think xiaoling and maybe yawen will be getting as well. apple is such a successful brand. almost everyone owns a apple product. oh my, steve jobs! haha!!! anyway, will need to pack my room later when i wakes up. dust too much and things are getting a little messy. its a long long weekends but i need to go jurong point on sunday! HOE SAD!!!!!!!!!!

the selfish human.

i believe that there's a selfish part in every human.
if you are not willing to help me or even unhappy that i keep asking others for help,
FINE! then lets just not ask each other for favours in the future.

the wonderful weekends!

timeoff on saturday was awesome. didnt realise that 4 hrs makes such a big difference. lol. and of cos, well spent weekends should be remembered!

Saturday - potluck cum christmas exchange day, grandpa birthday.

woke up rather early as i had potluck meeting with the ladies. cooked pasta with the help of mummy of cos! haha. and we cooked too much AGAIN! lol. but it was fun. we exchanged presents as well. and spent the simple afternoon on simple, no need brain, fun, interesting board game which jingting brought over. some life game thingy. had a round of super long uno as well and thanks to the winner jingting. she ended the game! haha.

yummy yum!

gifts to exchange

have to write down our names 1st..

then shake shake..

shake a little more..

and pick one!!

jingting got shanrong's, shuxian got jingting's, me got shuxian's and shanrong got mine!

HAPPY AND SATISFIED WITH OUR PRESENTSS???

and we played this game. its about life kinda game lar. so at different stages, you will get married, buy house, give birth and stuff...

she got FIVE children at the end siol. haha

and im a SUPERSTAR! weeee

ended the day around 4plus. prepare and off to grandpa's bday dinner. and then, another round of celebrations with the TP gang.

CARIS 21st Birthday cum Christmas exchange!

whenever there is birthday, whenever there is us, there will be POKER! we poker-ed till like 5am? damn shiok and fun! its addictive! hahaha..xiaoling and i won! the NU XIAS!

then, met yawen at the later part of the day(sunday) for some Christmas shopping. went ion, fareast, central and 313. and look what i took at central. study the photo below and find the missing head! hahaha.

great times never last but its always so memorable. yesterday seems so far away. i cant wait for another gathering. and i miss school day so much after reading yawen;s blog! booboo. oh my, its Monday already and there's work like later.............................................FUCKS!

my flashy cam.

thanks twin for the company.
aston was great, swensen was fantastic.
how i wish all these could last.....
i think my camera flashes too much. damn it.
and i love the cosmetic ar suntec. minerals cosmetic.
just a simple powder and you can use it for eye shadow, lipgloss and nail polish.
how interesting. oh ya! and i love the killer heels from charles and keith. too ex. HAHA!

it's gonna be a FFRREEEEEAAAKIIINGGGG LONG DAY!

oh my oh my. gonna start work at 8am tomorrow. place to report: west mall. FUCKING FAR. time to end work: 3am! yes, no joke. its 3am on Wednesday. fucking not my account and i have to get involved. fucking not my account so i dun get OFF on wed. i still have to report to work at 9am on wed!! can i just complain to the MOM???!?!?!??!

i had a nice chat with claire last friday during the road show at United Square. nice lady i should say cos huijin also felt so. haha. she made me wanna be like her but i dun think i'll ever be. lol. nvm the randoms. but i actually rants alittle to her.

daddy is quitting smoking, or should i say had quitted? really glad when mummy told me that and the place he always seats while playing with lappy are free of cigarettes. well well done! haha. and i think sometimes, the older people gets, the cuter they become. HAHA. maybe everyone just wants the attention lar....

i hope i find a job soon! cant wait to leave this ________ company. i just cant find the right word to describe. and know what? i was realli bad the other time. went ranking with ann and sapiee and we started talking about our "wonderful" boss. he once told us that he almost left earth and after that he began cherishing life and all those bullshits lar. and i was just so pissed off with him that i said he didnt die the other time cos even hell reject him. HAHA! bad, but do i realli care? hohohohoho.