blessed (:

had been reflecting quite alot this few days. AND, i just think its soo complicated..as in, was it people had changed? i've change? or every thing is still the same. just that we didnt manage to realise it last time. and now, when we actually see it, we feel that its no longer the same. its realli kinda sad that things aint the same anymore. i am sad. realli. but am i the cause of all this? maybe it is. im too straightforward, too self fish. and i wanna be a better person..realli a better one whom i myself would love. i'll try hard okie..i swear! =)

driving again tomorrow..its somehow fun yet tiring..
and my $$ is flying away..away and AWAY! and veri soon..i'll be super broke once again..
but aint it a good thing that i actually am able to pay for my driving? all by myself?
at least it shows that i'm able to support my own things..and make it more valuable..
or maybe much more meaningful to mi..right grace jie jie??
we may be materialistic sometimes..want this want that..
but at least we are spending beyond our limit isnt it? *cheers*

boring....................