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17 June 2009

today sucks totally. out of no where, this azlan come over and started commented on how clara and i work. WTF lar. he says im learning too slow, doing things too slow etc. last week is my 1st month at work and he expects mi to know how to plan depolyment LONG AGO? FUCK! and he thought that calling up all promoters and getting the deployment done is simple and needs onli one hr to complete? FUCK! and he actually thought that im always behind my desk, using my com yet doing nothing? FUCK FUCK FUCK!

why do people always expects so much from others? he may be so smart that he could pick things up fast. but im sorry, im not as smart as u. he may get used to things easily and hence, able to adapt and learn different things quickly. but im sorry again, cos im not again. so what the fuck does he have to say all those? and in the middle of the office somemore. FUCK! if he realli thinks that planning the deployment is so bloody easy and contacting promoters are easier, then bloody hell go do it himself lar. it takes two hands to clap, so if the promoters does not want to pick up my call, what the fuck can i do? all was so demoralising. and he can even complain that clara's desk is vveri messy. FUCK! what has it got to do with him again? thinking back, i seriously thinks the working environment sucks. its not bonded at all. and didnt i told roger b4 @ the interview that im NOT SOMEONE WHO IS GOOD @ MEMORISING THINGS???!???!?!!? so can that azlan give mi a little more time in getting to know more about ALLLLL LG phones. FUCK LAR! gonna be strong and more capable. gonna let that azlan know that i can meet up to his expectation and am not doing nothing in front of the computer. FUCK ASSHOLE! BASTARD!

ps: apologise for the vulgarities. (:

just make mi smile will u?