IT'S SAT NIGHT and i seriously dun feel like staying at home. Gonna meet jingting and shanrong later. dearest shuxian must be sleeping already since there is no reply from her. im tired actually but i just feel like doing something outside home. haha. silly!
how i wish my brain could memorise and remember selected things. there'll be a test on lg phones next week and i think i'll just screw it up. nvr good at memorising things since dunnoe when. but some things are just so clear in my mind that i wish that the memory could be erased. those days still flashes through once in awhile, especially when im all alone. those days used to feel so true and it always put a smile to my face. but for now, it just gives mi a weird and uneasy feeling. thinking back, i dun even know what is true now. was it true then, or was it true now? what's with the sudden change? nvr like being a spare, a person who is not being appreciated. so whats the use of being nice and all but yet, people dun even appreciate it?
im starting to hate my job. the real world is realli terrible. people just want to protect themselves. saying this now, yet, saying something else the next moment. accusing mi of saying things that u didnt when what i said was exactly what u told mi. whats wrong with the world seriously?
我们到这个世界上，不是来互相伤害！
2 comments:
welcome to reality my girl! =) We never will be able to understand why people could put up a facade to move to a higher level. Just be true to yourself which is something i learnt long ago. As much as you feel disgusted, you know you are true. Cheer up girl! I'm always a call away! =)
i agreed with Princesselee... actually i have shared my experience with you long ago... but the naive you choose to believe the world is beautiful... I have come to terms that human beings are the scariest living thing on earth... NO one can be trusted.. i have long... lost hope on people.. even very close ones..
people tend to make use of others to their own benefit... you have to face it... fact is that there are alot of masked man/woman around... people who are true to you are hard to find... and i can say this with full confidence... i see NONE... cos human change.
sometimes i dun even trust myself.. hahaha...
anyway its still not too late... learn to be smart and always take others comment/conversation with a pinch of salt...
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