AFTER THESE FEW DAYS....

i think you realli deserve a clap..

- for being such a great actor. being nice and all for nothing.

- for being such a great liar. making mi believe in you and trusting u so much.

- for being such a good company ALL of the time. but i guess i was realli just a spare to you.

i admit i enjoy those outings/conversations with you. truely enjoyed and truely happy. for at least at that time, what you said and did, i thought and believed it's true.

and should i THANK YOU as well?

- for making mi feel like a fool. but at least it makes mi stronger.

- for waking mi up. that i shouldnt trust someone so much next time. (its not that i "trust" you. it's just that you happen to make mi believe in everything you say)

- for making mi realise that it is impossible to know someone that much. cos you're doing things i never thought u would have done. and for now, i dun even know which side of you is true.

- for giving mi false hope? i'm learning not to hope for anything now.

- and lastly, for making mi feeling down and upset the past few weeks. at least you made mi realise how important friends are. its not that i've neglected them or something. just that at least no matter what, they will be there. even if i cant reach them, i know they will always be there, always......

so why should i even be bother with someone who dun even appreciate mi? i've got better things to do. anyway, it's just back to the normal life. i used to enjoy this kinda life as well, just that last time was schooling, now is working. NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE! (=