blessed (:

this week was kinda fruitful..lets recall....

sunday was shopping day with dearest shuxian and jingting. went bugis to "bai bai" 1st cos i suddenly feels that my life just SUCKS totally. initially was supposed to go with only the two of them, but that ah miow wanted to tag along. but luckily he went, if not i will be alone! cos my dearest girls were late. lolz. ah miow and mi went to "chuo qian" as well. asked about work and some other issues. work was BAD!, and the other was rather good. but, whats the point now? anyway, shopping was a failure. each both a pair of heels and off we went for our "TAI TAI" session again. did mani and pedi to pamper our suffering legs. i had france mani tgt with shuxian. dinnered after that and guess what? me and shuxian went barefooted on the way to TCC, just because i was wearing covered shoes. LOLZ. was fun, and i realised no one realli even bothers about us at all. afterall, who ever rmbs mi, right? home sweet home after dinner and was realli shag.

monday was realli bad. clara was on MC and that bitter gourd came charging towards mi. dun let mi go back at 6pm realli SPOILS my mood. dun realli rmb what happen on monday lar, but met dearest huijin for dinner. great friends help alot. THANKS YOU MISS TAY! that night was realli appreciated deeply. I LOVE YOU!

met dearest kevlyn on wed. its been years since i last met her. had sakae sushi for dinner. (realise i always have sakae sushi when im with her) realli had a great chat with her. amazing how things are still the same. still able to talk to her like usual. didnt feel strange or whatever. anyway, her ex. is a bastard lar. 2 timer. whats wrong with these guys? whats wrong with those girls as well? and whats the fucking wrong with this world?

had a fringe trim today. and im soo sooo tired. was rather sad these few days. cant even remember when was the last time i was realli realli happy. im so tired now. and im freaking not feeling well. )=

as what jingting says, words are CHEAP! why do people even put an effort to say something which to them, doesnt mean anything? whats the point? why do people say this yet, do the same thing as well. where's the point again? why is it that people never think of others at all? why do those heartless people still enjoy and live their life as per normal while those who aint has to suffer, get hurt and go through all those shits? what is fair? im so tired that i just hope to sleep all the way, only to wake up and forget everything which is meaningless now.

hate being alone this few days. it always make mi think about useless things. who can actually accept things this way? i wasnt even given a reason lar. WTH! i didnt know it will affect mi this much. i want to be happy like before. I NEED TO BE HAPPY, i realli do......