the bus journey was kinda long....

害怕
忘 我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想 我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片一起静止的模样 我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想 学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去 就勇敢的放弃

还是会害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信 走下去

TEXAS SEASON!

TEXAS is realli an addict..HOHO!

met huijin after work yesterday and we caught the movie, final destination. well, i think the way they die is like too unrealistic lar. haha. great show after all. then was supposed to go home after movie but the feeling of meeting up with friend just for a movie is like kinda wasted. so we decided to call the rest as well. not all are free lar!! BOOboo! haha. then in the end, me and huijin went to airport for some KO CAKE session while waiting for sweesiong to plan some activity at night. and when there's swee siong around..of cos there is POKER! haha. went jie fu house and the poker session started. THE GIRLS WON!!!!! played all the way till 6am in the morning, home and prepare for work. WAS KINDA SHAGGED! haha..but then, its all worth it.

AND GUESS WHAT???!!?! another round of POKER will be starting soon. when the clock strikes twelve!! HAHA

Entertaining Game

5 more days to my happy day! YES! pay day pay day. its the most motivating day of each month. LOL. yes, material.

yesterday was hell load of fun. mi, kor kor and grace jie jie just randomly start to play charade? in my room. the kind of game where you cant talk and have to do actions to let the other party guess what word you're acting. (long explaination but if you still dont understand, FINE!) you know we have words like "panty liner" (this one is really funnie..), "hello kitty" (grace jie jie kept waving at mi..HAHA), "pole dancer" (kor kor just show something like a pole and i guessed it right, so not much effort), "sentosa?", and grace jie jie gave a random "shenton way" it tooooook bloody long for kor kor to guess this word lar. FUNNIE! reminds mi of the days in taiwan. we were playing this as well, and at the same time with minimum sound to prevent complains. I MISS THOSE DAYS! the "honey" as well...

i'm tired. was thinking if i should perm my hair, dye or cut it shorter. HAHAHA! i think its a busy day tmr. i dont know why but i kinda like BIG words..yup, like this post. think i will post like this in the future! HAHA!

New Haircut, New Beginning..

Yup, got a new haircut yesterday. BANGS with veri layered shoulder length hair. Visuals? With Grace jie jiie. LOLZ. not sure when she will post it up on her blog. I kinda like and dislike my hair. I hate the way it fly outwards at the tip there..you know? total horror. and i kinda like my BANGS although i look abit toot with it. HAHA. Grace jie jie says its nice but this kor kor of mine..keeps saying that i looked like some "PONG SAI GAO". DAMN IT! hahaha. anyway, totally sian with the ending of today. i seriously hope that there's more things for mi to do at work. At least time passes faster. And im having mild headache since morning..god damn. think my MENSTRATION is coming. HAHA! and i love my orange nails. WEE! and O.P.I silver glitter and matt colours are realli LOVE!



goodbye! (=

something to look forward to..

well, i have a whole day tmr..
half day work is definitely a spoiler..
but im so nervous about tmr.
wonder whats the outcome...lol..
and i'll be most probably staying over at da sao's..hees!
and you know what? my tailor is still as handsome as before! HA!

i call this "RANDOM!"

one thing that i realli hate about myself is being undecisive. i thought i had already made up my mind in snapping off my hair and regain the short haired cheryl..but then after i saw my hair not long ago, i was having second thoughts already. DAMN IT! to cut or not to cut? or maybe i should just curl it, so it will still be long lar huh? LOL. anyway, guess i should stop pinning high hopes on others. when hope gets higher, disappointment gets higher as well. and as what jingting said, whenever there's human involved, there's disappointment.

was really disappointed with your messgae. no longer know you, or maybe don't even understand you in the first place. all was clear, but somehow, part of me hope that it's fake. thats how contradicting humans are? or was it me onli? haha. whatever...


aint it weird? you mind so much for someone who had hurt you that badly once, and you hurt those who might be able to give you the care you want. you chose this path, you gave up on this "friendship".

people, heal the world.....make it a better place!

movies..

went pinic with dearest shuxian and jingting yesterday..
all went prefectly well..
we were soooo tired! but it was all fruitful..
not gonna upload photos here cos there's like..ALOT..
may proceed to facebook if interested. LOL




think this show could be better..
kinda disappointed actually..
whereas for ORPHAN..different story..
caught this with huijin..
i think its realli a veri nice show..
worth even 20 bucks! its a must watch..as in seriously..
just as nice as how "taken" was..LOL..

battery dying soon..so i shall shoo.
OH YA! there's some empty helment head guy pissing my da jie off..
see liao also DU LAN! FUCK BALLS!

thanks girls..

my girls had been realli awesome..
THANKS LOADS GIRLS..
you two made mi teared almost immediately upon reading ur blog..
DUN LIKE THAT LEH..
part of life, i know...
its just disappointment AGAIN...will get used to it soon.. ((((((:

fortunate to be accompanied by them for these two days..
thurs was with jingting at samsung hub outlet..(dun worry girl, steven dunnoe about my blog)..
and friday was with shuxian at our 2nd home, millenia walk..
will always be my love! haha..
WHY??? cos where do u even get food with your name on it?

saw that? but that dish wasnt that fantastic lar!

this girl want to be in the photo as well, so cant see her name lar..lol..
and whats even better? served by this cute babe!!! haha..

and we get free flow of drinks as well....my nutty mocha frappe. peanut butter taste..

her hazelnuttella milkshake. NICE!

and my camera SUCKS! its either tooooooo bright..

or without flash and get blurrrrrrr...........

i love this shot!

yup! thats about it...lol..

should be sleeping now cos i still have half day tmr...

SIANESSSSSS

i still strongly believe in this...

it doesnt matter who is telling the truth,

it's just about who to believe..

if you believe a lie, the lie to you is a truth isnt it??

disappointing.....

A very close friend..

of all things that could happen..
all bad things have to fall on mi together..


i tried, but it's tough..
i faked, but i failed..
i thought i gave up, but i didnt
i thought i was strong, but i wasnt..

"A very close friend"

MALAYSIA!

yesterday was National Day, yet, i spent the day at MALAYSIA!
we had "BAT KUT TEH" for lunch.





was supposed to be a sesame chicken as well, but i didnt take picture of it.
and then, we went city square and caught a movie tgt.
G.I JOE was realli GREAT!
SUPER NICE!

and i saw the triller for final destination and 2012? as well..
mi wanna watch! anyone??? lol.
went for dinner after movie.

this drink was introduced by korkor. he called this the "gan na" drink. MI LOVE IT. the size of the cup is like the chomp chomp one. i swear i could finish the whole cup by myself.

thats about it. and i wasted my 1st public holiday.

i slept till almost 5..somehow, i wished i could sleep throughout the day..

i wish life could be so much simplier..

was wondering who's that "you" in the post..

and after reading it, it don't make mi feels good at all..

i need to talk to someone..someone who realli knows how i feels.......

i realli realli miss u alot...

8th Aug..

shall complain 1st..lol.
i never like being taken for granted.
no one likes it i guess.
and if you are asking someone for a favour..
shouldnt your tone be so much better?
hang up on my fucking phone as well, DAMNS!
im envy of ann, cos she's going turkey for 2 weeks...
IM ENVY!!!


joined the ladies at the flea today..
much much better than the tampines one.
better environment, better clothings as well..
and i got myself a dress with POCKETS after the influence from the ladies..
they hen bad de lor..
but POCKETS, mi LOVE!!!


this post is actually meant for the taxi uncle who drove us home just now..
funnie old man..
ive never been entertained by a taxi uncle that much..
he keeps going "wa piang"....and telling us so much interesting story..
and i realli realli wanna sit on his car again. LOTS OF FUN CAN..
he made mi laugh soo hard..so hard!


feeling kinda moody now,
blame myself for clicking on that link again..
it makes mi think about things again.
i do hate myself at times............
i knew i was never that strong. NEVER!



oh wells, past twelve already!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

was supposed to just deposit my cash,

transfer grace jie jie the money..

and back home! BUT....

i bought the following things:

- a green one litre water bottle.

- a black top from pepper plus.

- all time fav. nougat & dark chocolate toblerone.
i love this week. cos it passes like nobody business.

didnt even realise its friday, dun feel friday! ha..

exactly 2 more months to my 21st.

i wanna look different.

i want a new hair style, and nice manicure!

considering the 2 hairstyle below..

i love the curls and the colour..

L.O.V.E.S.

the 1st one is nice,
and i think the 2nd one will make my face rounder..HAHA!
oh my...i cant wait.............................LOL!
and i still have work tmr, luckily ann will be there..

punching of holes were nice but tiring..
except for that selfish lady who don't even know basic respect,
the tazi driver and azri made my day evening...
there are still nice people around. (((=

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.



amazingly, its quite true..
i sometimes wonder if its realli true or we are the one who made it sounds true..
LOL! whatever. got this from weiting's blog. FOC so go try it. (=

birthdays celebration...

its august already..realli fast!
celebrated mr lim and miss zhuo's birthday yesterday..
in conclusion, its the july babies lar..veri late celebration. LOL

what we did yesterday..
- manicured with xiaoling. yawen and huijin went shopping.
- shaker fries at mac.
- steamboat!
- TEXAS POKER!

with the group that went to TAIWAN!
all was realli nice, i miss EVERY SINGLE thing in TAIWAN!!...including the missing as well..