i call this "RANDOM!"

one thing that i realli hate about myself is being undecisive. i thought i had already made up my mind in snapping off my hair and regain the short haired cheryl..but then after i saw my hair not long ago, i was having second thoughts already. DAMN IT! to cut or not to cut? or maybe i should just curl it, so it will still be long lar huh? LOL. anyway, guess i should stop pinning high hopes on others. when hope gets higher, disappointment gets higher as well. and as what jingting said, whenever there's human involved, there's disappointment.

was really disappointed with your messgae. no longer know you, or maybe don't even understand you in the first place. all was clear, but somehow, part of me hope that it's fake. thats how contradicting humans are? or was it me onli? haha. whatever...


aint it weird? you mind so much for someone who had hurt you that badly once, and you hurt those who might be able to give you the care you want. you chose this path, you gave up on this "friendship".

people, heal the world.....make it a better place!